So I have been blogging for a few months now and I think I’m starting to get in a bit of a groove! I love that I am writing again, (something I haven’t done since college where I majored in creative writing) its amazingly therapeutic and so much a part of myself I forgot how good it felt.
I’ve been following blogs since forever and now I know why you all do it! There are amazing people out there that comment, interact with you and just …. Get it. I love that.
So why is my husband the only one in the world (around me) who knows about my blog?
Like everyone else I have dreams of grandeur, clearly some goals have been set for this blog. See Below:
1) Worldwide expansion: obviously this blog will open up offices all over the globe, there simply wont be enough supply in demand. Paris, Amsterdam, Africa, Antartica even! Everyone will want a piece!
2) The blog will have at least 2 million followers
3) Rappers will start mentioning the blog in their lyrics “who dat, your baby mama? Nah that’s just brooklyn active mama”
4) I will be asked to be a guest judge on the following shows : American idol, x-factor, the biggest loser, Americas Next Top Model, project runway…and the list goes on. My expertise will be craved all over television, producers will beg me to be on their shows!
I jest. I jest.
I suppose I haven’t told anyone because a) its my baby! And b) When I write, I am very transparent. I write straight from the heart, so there is a bit of a vulnerability factor there that make me hesitate to share with the real world.
Not even my best friend in the world knows (yet). I’m not sure why I haven’t told her yet. I set insane goals in my brain like….as soon as I get 100 followers, I’ll tell her. Clearly, followers isn’t the best benchmark but I’m so nervous to tell her! I think she will love it actually but I’m still so hesitant.
So that’s me! The undercover blogger who adores finding new blogs to obsess over and follow, yet I can’t share my own blog with friends and family members. What is a girl to do?
Ever had something you kept to yourself for no special reason?